SNOW

Okay, I now that I was excited for the snow But, know I think I'm done!!
It just won't stop. Today I really need to get out of the house, But the snow is coming down so fast and the wind is blowing about 40 miles an hour. I love this house. I don't love this weather here near the lake and mountains.
It has been a very emotional few days. I feel as though I might fall apart at any given moment. The kids will not listen to me at all. I don't know what is going on. I am not ready for Christmas but, yet I want it to be over. That just seems ridiculous to me.
I hope that this scrooge issue I'm having leaves soon.
I just have to tell you all this. The other day I was at work and we had gotten a pretty bad storm here. While I was gone Brian had let Taylon outside to play with the kids across the street. He then came upstairs to check something on line. while he was up here Addi had taken off her pants and put on one of Taylon's shoes, opened the door at went to find Taylon. Luckily the neighbor was outside shoveling her drive way and brought Addi inside. Brian said Addi was just so excited to be outside and that her legs were so red and cold. who knows how long she was out there. Brian said he felt like an idiot. And the worst dad. I could not understand why he didn't do the deadbolt? He knows that she can open the door.
Well Merry Christmas Everyone
We miss you all.